The numbess washes over me.. I am blind and yet I see.
My heart has dropped a thousand miles,
Why is it so hard to believe?
The flame that once burned so bright, is all but a soften glow.
I’ve tried, I’ve cried, I’ve died inside. Not that you would ever know.
Somehow this has consumed you. You’re now nothing but a shell..
It’s almost like you’ve come to believe you deserve your own personal hell.
Despite it all, despite my tears, my anger and my pain.
I will never ever give up hope, that one day you’ll say my name.
And instead of saying it with hatered, full of bitterness and spite.
You’ll understand the choice I made, the one that haunts me til this night.
Until that day I live in hope, that tomorrow will be the day.
The day you make the choice and say I no longer wish to live this way.
And when you do, reach out for help, and follow it all the way through.
Just know I’ll be standing here, arms wide open ready to say I love you.